While I am not a negative person, I’m also not the most positive. I’m always looking for the “bad” in a situation. With my world having turned upside down in the last few months, staying positive has become a struggle. Part of that is due to my being a control freak. If things don’t happen my way, I get nervous, frustrated and angry. Instead, I need to stay positive and focus on God and believe that He will work things out in the end.