I chose push because I have a tendency to procrastinate bigtime. It’s a problem. I am not diligent in my disciplines of prayer and bible reading either. Push means I will push through the malaise of life when I don’t feel like fulfilling my responsibilities to God and others and myself. I don’t, however, push myself out of sheer will power but it is God’s Spirit that I depend on to help me persevere as he pushes me and transforms my heart into one of diligence.