My One Word: DISCIPLINE
For the moment all DISCIPLINE seems painful rather than pleasant, but later it yields the peaceful fruit of righteousness to those who have been trained by it.
> Train oneself to do something in a controlled and habitual way <
I chose this word because I admire people who have order in their life. For too long I have expected things to just 'happen' without doing things intentionally to be the person I want to be. I realize the need to 'train' myself to be that image of who I want to become.