Although I forgive people, right now, I’m selective in what I want to forgive. This is not the way forgiveness works, and I know this is what is holding me back from some of my blessings. I’ve lost some friends because I didn’t forgive the wrong they did to me, and maybe some people haven’t forgave me for what I did to them. I pray that God continues to change my heart so I can experience the joy and happiness He has for me. Forgiveness is seen as a losing battle here on Earth, but it is a winning game in God’s eyes. I’m here to work for God and to do what he wants me to do. It’s time to get this forgiveness thing under control and open my heart to allow God to fix me like he sees fit.