Because I have spent some time OUT of Him. I had grown cold and lost my cutting edge. I had left my First Love and fell in to a deep depression that has lasted many years. I know what it’s like to seek Him and want hear His voice and feel distance and silence. I lost my peace, joy, passion, hope. I had listened to the enemy’s lies and they were painful. But God has brought me back and I want to be IN Him…all year…all my life!