I have been sad and anxious. I do not use my time efficiently. I don’t always take care of myself. I hate being overweight. I need a full time job. I have not been looking for one. I have self doubt. If I could just appreciate the good things in my life and the blessings God has given me, I might not be so paralyzed in my daily life. I might just think better about myself and start doing the things I need to do to be successful. I feel that i just stay stuck in the same place.