I feel like I live in constant fear. Fear of failure, fear of disappointing people, fear of being found inadequate or dumb. I fear being useless.

The word ‘courage’ came to me, and it literally spoke to my heart. I don’t think it is my circumstances that need to change, but the kind of access that I have to my heart and the Lord of my heart. I don’t know. I am just processing this right now.

But courage!