For as long as I can remember, I’ve craved sugar. My thoughts are about sugar and what junk food I can eat all the time. I want to crave God like that. I want to hunger and thirst after him., be excited to get up in the morning, so that I can spend time with him. I want him to be the center of my thought life all the time. No matter what else is going on, there he is, the background in my mind.