At first i thought that a good word would be “procrastination” because i often put things off. I then realized that only covered some facets of my life and what the root of the problem was, is hesitation. I hesitate when it comes to going back to church, i hesitate when it comes to getting back in to working our or eating right, and most of all i hesitate when it comes to my relationships. I overthink and wait and analyze friendships and relationships and it causes me to miss opportunities. I like to believe i am a man of action, but really i am a man with a plan. I plan and think and dwell on stuff for months instead of just doing what feels right. i worry too much about the outcome and HESITATE with my decisions.