i lost my self when i retired. i have been letting people take care of me because my finances were cut in half. one daughter, then a friend, then another daughter, now finally back on my own, responsible for my own self. With God’s help i can become that self-reliant person, who was able trust God for everything and not wait for someone to take care of me.
Almost like dying. dont get me wrong i love retirement, it has allowed me to serve in my local church, learn some incredible things about myself, but now it is time to get back on track and know i can be self-reliant.