I have too much debt issues and lost my job recently to boot. I have a very ill father who just wants to go in peace and comfort. I also have been blessed with a new relationship and am now engaged but have not been in a serious relationship in about 20 years. I am learning to “TRUST” in God completely that He has a better plan for me and that my lack of a job won’t take my home that I just purchased less than a year ago from me, that my dad will go “Home” in peace and pain free and that my stubborn anal ways will not ruin this relationship that God gave me.