I thought at first I knew my word would be value, thinking that I needed to focus on being a child of God and, therefore, my life was worth something. As I worked through the process it came to me that God does love me and I need to love me too! I awoke at 5am and knew that Jesus is at the helm of my life and I must relinquish control, knowing that Jesus loves me and through Him all things are possible, even love for myself.