I want to be able to really understand and experience that peace that passes all understanding in everything. I want it to be a deep well in me that keeps me grounded in Jesus no matter what, I want it to be all about Jesus in me and others being attracted to him because of that peace. But even as I write the old fear starts to rise up that God will allow something awful to happen so as to teach me the sufficiency of his peace….that’s so typical of me, always expecting the worst! this time next year I want to be so grounded in that peace that those thoughts don’t scare me anymore.