God has saved me from a horrible past, healed me, grown me, taught me, tested me and finally blessed me beyond my hope years ago. It is finally time for me to fully engage in his plans to use me, and I must overcome the last vestiges of fear or hesitation and start. I must have faith that I am healed enough to tackle the dreams and passions I have for helping others, though they will take strength and test me further. So like a bird who takes a leap of faith but trusts she will not fall, this year I will finally get airborne.