I choose the word depend because I have always felt that I needed to be independent and rely only on myself. I have not lean on God nearly enough in my life. I want to rely on Him for everything, my work, my church life, my home life…..my life. Another part of this God has shown me is to depend on others, I think that is a harder concept for me than depending on God. Matthew 5:3 says that God blesses people that depend ONLY on him.