When I pictured the person I wanted to be she was happy, content with her life as it was. She wasn’t struggling to change and “fix” everything. She was kind in her words and kept an even tone with every one in every situation, she was very simply CONTENT. She knew what Agape love was and the concept of thinking and speaking a thing could cause it to manifest and lived out her life with integrity and kindness. I struggle with accepting where I am at today and being happy there. I want more than being grateful, that is important, instead i want that to carry over to my whole life. To live contented.